Wife don't have with me and i'm about to cheat?

WTF!!!! SERIOUSLY! YOU PUT HER THOUGH TESTS! WHERE IS THE TRUST! WITHOUT IT A RELATIONSHIP WILL FAIL.!! AND DONT CHEAT WHATS WRONG WITH YOU! DO YOU HAVE NO MORALS. TALK TO HER IF THINGS DONT CHANGE GET A DIVORCE DONT STAB HER IN THE BACK! DONT HURT HER LIKE THAT. BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY YOU WOULDN'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN TO YOU. YOU JERK!